I am hereby officially tendering my resignation
as an adult, in order to accept the responsibilities
of a 6 year old. The tax base is lower.
I want to be six again.
I want to go to McDonald's and think it's the best
place in the world to eat.
I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle
and make waves with rocks.
I want to think M&Ms are better than money,
because you can eat them.
I want to play kickball during recess and stay up
on
Christmas Eve waiting to hear Santa and Rudolph
on the roof.
I long for the days when life was simple.
When all you knew were your colors,
the addition tables and simple nursery rhymes,
but it didn't bother you, because you didn't know
what you didn't know, and you didn't care.
I want to go to school and have snack time,
recess, gym and field trips.
I want to be happy, because I don't know what
should make me upset.
I want to think the world is fair and everyone
in it is honest and good.
I want to believe that anything is possible.
Sometime, while I was maturing, I learned too much.
I learned of nuclear weapons, prejudice, starving
and abused kids, lies, unhappy marriages, illness,
pain and mortality. I want to be six again.
I want to think that everyone, including myself,
will live forever, because I don't know
the concept of death.
I want to be oblivious to the complexity of life
and be overly excited by the little things again.
I want television to be something I watch for fun,
not something used for escape from the things
I should be doing.
I want to live knowing the little things that I
find exciting will always make me as happy as
when I first learned them. I want to be six
again.
I remember not seeing the world as a whole,
but rather being aware of only the things that
directly concerned me.
I want to be naive enough to think that if I'm happy,
so is everyone else.
I want to walk down the beach and think only of
the sand beneath my feet and the possibility of
finding that blue piece of sea glass I'm looking
for.
I want to spend my afternoons climbing trees and
riding my bike, letting the grownups worry about
time,
the dentist and how to find the money to fix the
car.
I want to wonder what I'll do when I grow up and
what I'll be, who I'll be and not worry about
what I'll do if this doesn't work out.
I want that time back.
I want to use it now as an escape, so that when my
computer crashes, or I have a mountain of paperwork,
or two depressed friends, or a fight with my
spouse, or bittersweet memories of times gone by,
or second thoughts about so many things,
I can travel back and build a snowman, without thinking
about anything except whether the snow sticks together
and what I can possibly use for the snowman's mouth.
I want to be six again.
Signed, A forever-kid-at-heart =)